CITR Chapter 20

After Luce leaves Holden gets very drunk and decides to call sally and argues with her until hanging up. He then tries to get with several other girls and is denied so he leaves and walks to the park. He tries to find the ducks in the pond, but falls and breaks the record he bought for Phoebe. He then splashes water on himself and thinks he will get sick and die and imagines his own funeral. He then thinks about Allies funeral which he wasn't able to go to since he broke all the windows in the garage. Holden then decides he wants to talk to Phoebe so he starts his walk home.